Friday, May 21, 2004

so I got a job today...yippy!!!!!!!!!!!!! I now work at the Shoe company. I so happy. Step one is accomplished. now on to step 2, being able to move out and get a place of my own... that one might take awhile...but not to long i hope...sharing a room is not the fun it was when i was a kid... and my stuff lives in boxes...still...no place for it....so yeah...with any lucky..step 2 will happen soon

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Wowzers

Wow..when did blogger update...nifty stuff....i did however lose my links...I'll have to work on that...well what's up with me. not too much...busy going on interviews and starting to drive again....i have my G-2 test in july, so lots to learn

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then FWD
it to whomever you want including the person that sent it to you. They might
understand you better. Now I don't know how accurate this is...let me know (FYI< I"M MAY 1)

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hardhearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be
taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has
deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or
tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone
to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children.
Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and
money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily
hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary
things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and
leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decor. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and
affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive.
Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of
the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hardhearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet
nless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily
hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and
has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary
spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant.
Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead
and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out
people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but
not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking
generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate
oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure
and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very
choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others
think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts
and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just
and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves
children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and
brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

Friday, May 07, 2004

Stuck in limbo...well yeah...slowly making my way out of it. But it still sucks. By Limbo, I mean that i have no course plotted, that i don't know where to go from here or anything...It's really frustrating. I stopped moving. I need to keep moving, going somewhere, always growing, otherwise i get stagant....that's not a good thing. If i don't keep moving, growing and challenging myself, i get complacent and lazy...just doing enough to get by...and really that ain't healthy....so yeah. It's getting better, I'm doing interviews and hopefully something will pan out, and giving me a new focus and a new direction to grow in.
So being at home is a lot quieter on the social front, then being in Windsor. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I guess, like most things, it's a little bit of both. It's bad in that i miss my friends, and being a part of their lives and being able to be there if they need me. But It's good in that, i was lossing my focus, and i need a chance to recharge, put things in perspective and rediscover the person that i've become. I've changed over the past year, and i'm not as sure of who i am as i once was. I think when i re introduce myself to ...myself, i'll know what i'm supposed to do and where to go.
But I miss Windsor, and all the crazyness it entails....So i want gossip, details and accounts of what's going on...come on...you know you wanna....i won't tell....promise (seriously)!