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Well, i'm kind of feeling like my life is on track again... career wise. School seems to be sorting itself out (knock on wood). I just got back form Windsor... It's a nice place to Visit... (thank-you Lynzy and Everyone), but i don't know if i fit there anymore. it's like that really comfortable shirt that you've had for years, but is getting a little small and has rips and stains on it. I did a lot of growing up in Windsor, and that was Good. But I don't think Windsor is where i want to be... or should i say that the atmosphere of windsor. The ideal place for me, i think, is somewhere a little bigger, a little more urban. I like being in the thick of things and having stuff happening. What can i say, I'm a city girl. My ideal place would also have some of my friends living in the same city as me, not necessarily with me, but just in the same town. I miss them (you know who you are) and i have a really hard time finding the person i am with them. I like that person, they're confident, funny and wise. It's like a jekyll and hyde thing.
My life otherwise, is still in it's hold pattern, which for the next semester is probably good, but it would be nice to have something happening...but then again i am a unrepenting romantic

I've been talking to people over the past couple of days, and i think i've been getting my signals messed up... this msn thing gets me everytime. Let me just state for the record and forevermore: If your my friend, a true friend, i will stand beside you no matter what you do, i will watch your back and also let you know that your awesome and also when your being an idoit. I'd expect the same thing from my friends. I will help you bury the bodies, laugh at the jokes and share stories when we're old and gray. If i get out of line then remember this and let me know... i will try to explain why i'm butting in, and you can tell me to go to hell, but i'll always be there so HA HA HA you'll never get rid of me