Numfar do the dance of joy

I've rediscovered my Blog!!!! nifty. anyways a lots been happening over the past couple of weeks. Some of you may be aware that i messed up my last year and am therefore still working on graduating. oh well. so yeah, that's my brilliance.
I'm still working at the Shoe Company, i'm a keyholder right now, working towards the assistant manager position...i still live at home. yup i 'm pathetic.
When all this stuff happened , i started thinking about the future, where i actually want to go. See I've never been sure what i was going to do with my life...still not fully sure. Oh, I always had options but not a calling. It 's frustrating being around people who knew what they were going to do be when they grew up... i don't think i ever really had an answer, i still don't. I just kind of go with the flow....which is flexible, but it lacks drive and passion and vision. which is not so satisfying. SO i'm working on THE PLAN, which i hope will give me some goals and direction.
This plan, which is still in it's infancy, might include a move to somewhere else... maybe to be closer to people who bring out the other me. I know Independent woman and everything. but it's been remarked on and i've agreeed that I was different when i was in Windsor then i am in OAkville. And i miss the person i was. I feel a like i'm in limbo here, not so much growing, but in stasis. It's not comfortable for me, because i need to keep growing and putting myself in situations where i keep growing. and i'm not in one of those. I need to get some things settled here and get some things in order before i can move on to my next step.


so to turn this pity fest around.....i've discovered that i have a soundtrack....or at least a bunch of theme songs....
The MAIN THEME of my life is 8 Easy Steps by Alanis Morrisette.... it works for me and fits with how i feel now and how i hope to learn and move on.
Faith by George Micheal is still my LOVE THEME song.... I still have faith (Melissa, I'm still waiting for that blonde...you don't suppose he came in on my day off?) also along with The Truth by India.arie
My KICKIN' ASS song has to be I won't be ignored by Linkin Park.... with close runners up of The Wreckoning by Boomkat, and We won't go Quietly, Me against the World and One girl revolution by Superchick
My FEEL GOOD THEMES well...i have a few... There's Golden by Jill Scott, Video by India.arie, Sea of no cares by Great Big Sea and Strength Courage and Wisdom by India.arie
then there's the GOING NUTS AND BUSTING OUT A MOVE THEMES...All Nite by Janet Jackson is an excellent start, Mis-teeq's Scandalous is a good follow up with Sean paul's Get Busy and Hey Ya by Outkast is good way to wind up this list....
so that's my soundtrack, What's yours?