Stuck in limbo...well yeah...slowly making my way out of it. But it still sucks. By Limbo, I mean that i have no course plotted, that i don't know where to go from here or anything...It's really frustrating. I stopped moving. I need to keep moving, going somewhere, always growing, otherwise i get stagant....that's not a good thing. If i don't keep moving, growing and challenging myself, i get complacent and lazy...just doing enough to get by...and really that ain't healthy....so yeah. It's getting better, I'm doing interviews and hopefully something will pan out, and giving me a new focus and a new direction to grow in.
So being at home is a lot quieter on the social front, then being in Windsor. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I guess, like most things, it's a little bit of both. It's bad in that i miss my friends, and being a part of their lives and being able to be there if they need me. But It's good in that, i was lossing my focus, and i need a chance to recharge, put things in perspective and rediscover the person that i've become. I've changed over the past year, and i'm not as sure of who i am as i once was. I think when i re introduce myself to ...myself, i'll know what i'm supposed to do and where to go.
But I miss Windsor, and all the crazyness it entails....So i want gossip, details and accounts of what's going on...come on...you know you wanna....i won't tell....promise (seriously)!