so I got a job today...yippy!!!!!!!!!!!!! I now work at the Shoe company. I so happy. Step one is accomplished. now on to step 2, being able to move out and get a place of my own... that one might take awhile...but not to long i hope...sharing a room is not the fun it was when i was a kid... and my stuff lives in boxes...still...no place for it....so yeah...with any lucky..step 2 will happen soon