so yeah...in the aftermath of yesterday's anti-valentine's party are my crunchy hair....and the dynamic duo of game wininess didn't happen last night. Sadly Lynzy and I (and Ashley) didn't win 7 deadly sins last night....quite a shocker to some....but we were a little tipsy so maybe that has something to do with it... well that story works...
So yeah, about Valentine's day.... how inclusive is it, really? And really what does it entail? really that you must shower your significant other with lots of gifts in order to prove your love. What's up with that? First, if you can only believe someone loves you because they're giving you stuff, then that's really sad. Second.... the showing to someone that you love them should happen all year, everyday, not just on valentine's day. I don't know about you, but just hearing someone tell me that they love me, means more then any gift they could give me....maybe i'm just crazy. yup, crazy.....LIKE A FOX!!!!
Anyways, I hate February. It's the worst month... People are always playing power games, plotting against other people.... mostly making life difficult and stuff....February is where the drama happens, at least in my life....and it's not good drama....this is where the shit happens... usually. This is when I have to watch my Back around people I need to trust to work with them, and worry, not only about if they're doing their jobs, but also what they're saying about each other, and to how and what clicques are happening, or what rumours are going on...... and these things are never positive....never...... Cause really a rumour about someone doing something amazing isn't as juicy as someone not doing their job..... It brings such a darg on everyone, and gets me a little depressed about the state of things.... That what has become inportant and newsworthy are the negative things, what people did wrong, what their mistakes were, what they didn't do what they're faults were. The positive things people do aren't giving even half the attention. So we reward bad behaviour, and ignore good behaviour and positive contributions as something as a matter of course...
sorry about the rant, needed to get that off my chest and verbalize it (kind of).
On a positive note, I'm trying to figure out if i want to stick with running for President of the UWSA or to Switch over to Vice President Administration. It might fit my qualifications better, and i'd be able to hit it running, instead of playing catch up as President. And President's deal with a lot of politics and nitpicky stuff....a lot of stupid stuff.....trust me, i know. I don't know if i'm ready to deal with that on a bigger scale...and if the goals i want to achieve aren't more suitted to Vp administration....And i already have a lot of the connections for it....himmm something to ponder...
anyways, later days