Well, i'm kind of feeling like my life is on track again... career wise. School seems to be sorting itself out (knock on wood). I just got back form Windsor... It's a nice place to Visit... (thank-you Lynzy and Everyone), but i don't know if i fit there anymore. it's like that really comfortable shirt that you've had for years, but is getting a little small and has rips and stains on it. I did a lot of growing up in Windsor, and that was Good. But I don't think Windsor is where i want to be... or should i say that the atmosphere of windsor. The ideal place for me, i think, is somewhere a little bigger, a little more urban. I like being in the thick of things and having stuff happening. What can i say, I'm a city girl. My ideal place would also have some of my friends living in the same city as me, not necessarily with me, but just in the same town. I miss them (you know who you are) and i have a really hard time finding the person i am with them. I like that person, they're confident, funny and wise. It's like a jekyll and hyde thing.
My life otherwise, is still in it's hold pattern, which for the next semester is probably good, but it would be nice to have something happening...but then again i am a unrepenting romantic
I've been talking to people over the past couple of days, and i think i've been getting my signals messed up... this msn thing gets me everytime. Let me just state for the record and forevermore: If your my friend, a true friend, i will stand beside you no matter what you do, i will watch your back and also let you know that your awesome and also when your being an idoit. I'd expect the same thing from my friends. I will help you bury the bodies, laugh at the jokes and share stories when we're old and gray. If i get out of line then remember this and let me know... i will try to explain why i'm butting in, and you can tell me to go to hell, but i'll always be there so HA HA HA you'll never get rid of me
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Numfar do the dance of joy
I've rediscovered my Blog!!!! nifty. anyways a lots been happening over the past couple of weeks. Some of you may be aware that i messed up my last year and am therefore still working on graduating. oh well. so yeah, that's my brilliance.
I'm still working at the Shoe Company, i'm a keyholder right now, working towards the assistant manager position...i still live at home. yup i 'm pathetic.
When all this stuff happened , i started thinking about the future, where i actually want to go. See I've never been sure what i was going to do with my life...still not fully sure. Oh, I always had options but not a calling. It 's frustrating being around people who knew what they were going to do be when they grew up... i don't think i ever really had an answer, i still don't. I just kind of go with the flow....which is flexible, but it lacks drive and passion and vision. which is not so satisfying. SO i'm working on THE PLAN, which i hope will give me some goals and direction.
This plan, which is still in it's infancy, might include a move to somewhere else... maybe to be closer to people who bring out the other me. I know Independent woman and everything. but it's been remarked on and i've agreeed that I was different when i was in Windsor then i am in OAkville. And i miss the person i was. I feel a like i'm in limbo here, not so much growing, but in stasis. It's not comfortable for me, because i need to keep growing and putting myself in situations where i keep growing. and i'm not in one of those. I need to get some things settled here and get some things in order before i can move on to my next step.
so to turn this pity fest around.....i've discovered that i have a soundtrack....or at least a bunch of theme songs....
The MAIN THEME of my life is 8 Easy Steps by Alanis Morrisette.... it works for me and fits with how i feel now and how i hope to learn and move on.
Faith by George Micheal is still my LOVE THEME song.... I still have faith (Melissa, I'm still waiting for that blonde...you don't suppose he came in on my day off?) also along with The Truth by India.arie
My KICKIN' ASS song has to be I won't be ignored by Linkin Park.... with close runners up of The Wreckoning by Boomkat, and We won't go Quietly, Me against the World and One girl revolution by Superchick
My FEEL GOOD THEMES well...i have a few... There's Golden by Jill Scott, Video by India.arie, Sea of no cares by Great Big Sea and Strength Courage and Wisdom by India.arie
then there's the GOING NUTS AND BUSTING OUT A MOVE THEMES...All Nite by Janet Jackson is an excellent start, Mis-teeq's Scandalous is a good follow up with Sean paul's Get Busy and Hey Ya by Outkast is good way to wind up this list....
so that's my soundtrack, What's yours?
I'm still working at the Shoe Company, i'm a keyholder right now, working towards the assistant manager position...i still live at home. yup i 'm pathetic.
When all this stuff happened , i started thinking about the future, where i actually want to go. See I've never been sure what i was going to do with my life...still not fully sure. Oh, I always had options but not a calling. It 's frustrating being around people who knew what they were going to do be when they grew up... i don't think i ever really had an answer, i still don't. I just kind of go with the flow....which is flexible, but it lacks drive and passion and vision. which is not so satisfying. SO i'm working on THE PLAN, which i hope will give me some goals and direction.
This plan, which is still in it's infancy, might include a move to somewhere else... maybe to be closer to people who bring out the other me. I know Independent woman and everything. but it's been remarked on and i've agreeed that I was different when i was in Windsor then i am in OAkville. And i miss the person i was. I feel a like i'm in limbo here, not so much growing, but in stasis. It's not comfortable for me, because i need to keep growing and putting myself in situations where i keep growing. and i'm not in one of those. I need to get some things settled here and get some things in order before i can move on to my next step.
so to turn this pity fest around.....i've discovered that i have a soundtrack....or at least a bunch of theme songs....
The MAIN THEME of my life is 8 Easy Steps by Alanis Morrisette.... it works for me and fits with how i feel now and how i hope to learn and move on.
Faith by George Micheal is still my LOVE THEME song.... I still have faith (Melissa, I'm still waiting for that blonde...you don't suppose he came in on my day off?) also along with The Truth by India.arie
My KICKIN' ASS song has to be I won't be ignored by Linkin Park.... with close runners up of The Wreckoning by Boomkat, and We won't go Quietly, Me against the World and One girl revolution by Superchick
My FEEL GOOD THEMES well...i have a few... There's Golden by Jill Scott, Video by India.arie, Sea of no cares by Great Big Sea and Strength Courage and Wisdom by India.arie
then there's the GOING NUTS AND BUSTING OUT A MOVE THEMES...All Nite by Janet Jackson is an excellent start, Mis-teeq's Scandalous is a good follow up with Sean paul's Get Busy and Hey Ya by Outkast is good way to wind up this list....
so that's my soundtrack, What's yours?
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Erin recommends...
Over the past couple of months read and seen things (books, movies, sites,etc.) that are a crime not to share with my friends. so here it is. I'm going to do these things in parts so...
Part 1 - Books:
Vampires, my latest kick
1. Sunshine by Robin Mckinley
Very good near future book about a baker named Sunshine who gets caught by some vampires to feed a captive vampire...very good, very hard to put down.
2. Undead And Unwed by MaryJanice Davidson
very funny, for a romance book, this story is about Betsy, a shoe-ahloic who is not your ordinary vampire. this books 3 main white hats strangely resemble myself, melissa and our friend James...a sequel, undead and unemployed is due out in August
3. Blood series by Tanya Huff
A classic of the genre, it stars PI Vicki, a former Toronto police detective who becames entangled in the supernatural world after meeting Henry Fitzroy, bastard son of Henry VIII, now a romance author
4. Diana Tregarde series by Mercedes Lackey
not as well known as some others, these books focus on Diana a Guardian who fights Bad supernatural things. only the first book really deals with vampires but all are very good.
5. Anita Blake Series by Laurell K Hamilton
a series about an alternate universe, focusing on Anita Blake, an animator and vampire executioner. Definitely rated R, lots of violence and sex. it's kind of gone down hill but it's still quite an escape
Kid's books
1. The Tortall Books by Tamora Pierce
She's pretty good, and i've been reading these books for like the past 10 years. The first is the song of the lioness, which is the story of Alanna, who wants to become a Knight of Tortall, even though she's a girl, the next is Wild Mage, which is about Daine who can talk to animals with magic, the third is called protector of the small, with stars Kel, who is the first lady who legally tries for knighthood...the latest is about Alanna's daughter who is spying and leading a revoloution.
2. Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine
If you have seen the movie, read the book...even if you haven't seen the movie read the book. It's a retelling of the story of Cinderella. Ella is a girl who has had the misfortune to be gifted with obedience. this book details her quest. The movie handles the story in a different way, and cuts out a lot of stuff.
Other Books
1. The Boy next door and Boy meets Girl by Meg Cabot
By the author of the Princess diaries, these books tell the tale of 2 different romances at the new york journal. Nothing extraordinary there. What makes this quite entertaining is that the story is told completly through emails, instant messenger chats and journal entries. very entertaining and a lot is left to the imagination
anyways that's it for now....but I'll leave you with this tidbit....The title of the next Harry Potter Book is...
HArry Potter and the Halfblooded Prince
Part 1 - Books:
Vampires, my latest kick
1. Sunshine by Robin Mckinley
Very good near future book about a baker named Sunshine who gets caught by some vampires to feed a captive vampire...very good, very hard to put down.
2. Undead And Unwed by MaryJanice Davidson
very funny, for a romance book, this story is about Betsy, a shoe-ahloic who is not your ordinary vampire. this books 3 main white hats strangely resemble myself, melissa and our friend James...a sequel, undead and unemployed is due out in August
3. Blood series by Tanya Huff
A classic of the genre, it stars PI Vicki, a former Toronto police detective who becames entangled in the supernatural world after meeting Henry Fitzroy, bastard son of Henry VIII, now a romance author
4. Diana Tregarde series by Mercedes Lackey
not as well known as some others, these books focus on Diana a Guardian who fights Bad supernatural things. only the first book really deals with vampires but all are very good.
5. Anita Blake Series by Laurell K Hamilton
a series about an alternate universe, focusing on Anita Blake, an animator and vampire executioner. Definitely rated R, lots of violence and sex. it's kind of gone down hill but it's still quite an escape
Kid's books
1. The Tortall Books by Tamora Pierce
She's pretty good, and i've been reading these books for like the past 10 years. The first is the song of the lioness, which is the story of Alanna, who wants to become a Knight of Tortall, even though she's a girl, the next is Wild Mage, which is about Daine who can talk to animals with magic, the third is called protector of the small, with stars Kel, who is the first lady who legally tries for knighthood...the latest is about Alanna's daughter who is spying and leading a revoloution.
2. Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine
If you have seen the movie, read the book...even if you haven't seen the movie read the book. It's a retelling of the story of Cinderella. Ella is a girl who has had the misfortune to be gifted with obedience. this book details her quest. The movie handles the story in a different way, and cuts out a lot of stuff.
Other Books
1. The Boy next door and Boy meets Girl by Meg Cabot
By the author of the Princess diaries, these books tell the tale of 2 different romances at the new york journal. Nothing extraordinary there. What makes this quite entertaining is that the story is told completly through emails, instant messenger chats and journal entries. very entertaining and a lot is left to the imagination
anyways that's it for now....but I'll leave you with this tidbit....The title of the next Harry Potter Book is...
HArry Potter and the Halfblooded Prince
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Chocolate....the savour of sanity... at least mine
LIfe is short. Eat dessert first!
stressed spelled backwards is desserts
stressed spelled backwards is desserts
Friday, May 21, 2004
so I got a job today...yippy!!!!!!!!!!!!! I now work at the Shoe company. I so happy. Step one is accomplished. now on to step 2, being able to move out and get a place of my own... that one might take awhile...but not to long i hope...sharing a room is not the fun it was when i was a kid... and my stuff lives in boxes...still...no place for it....so yeah...with any lucky..step 2 will happen soon
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Wowzers
Wow..when did blogger update...nifty stuff....i did however lose my links...I'll have to work on that...well what's up with me. not too much...busy going on interviews and starting to drive again....i have my G-2 test in july, so lots to learn
Saturday, May 08, 2004
Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then FWD
it to whomever you want including the person that sent it to you. They might
understand you better. Now I don't know how accurate this is...let me know (FYI< I"M MAY 1)
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hardhearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be
taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has
deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or
tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone
to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children.
Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and
money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily
hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary
things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and
leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decor. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and
affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive.
Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of
the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hardhearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet
nless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily
hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and
has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary
spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant.
Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead
and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out
people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but
not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking
generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate
oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure
and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very
choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others
think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts
and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just
and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves
children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and
brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
it to whomever you want including the person that sent it to you. They might
understand you better. Now I don't know how accurate this is...let me know (FYI< I"M MAY 1)
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hardhearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be
taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has
deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or
tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone
to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children.
Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and
money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily
hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary
things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and
leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decor. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and
affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive.
Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of
the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hardhearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet
nless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily
hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and
has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary
spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant.
Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead
and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out
people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but
not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking
generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate
oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure
and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very
choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others
think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts
and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just
and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves
children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and
brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
Friday, May 07, 2004
Stuck in limbo...well yeah...slowly making my way out of it. But it still sucks. By Limbo, I mean that i have no course plotted, that i don't know where to go from here or anything...It's really frustrating. I stopped moving. I need to keep moving, going somewhere, always growing, otherwise i get stagant....that's not a good thing. If i don't keep moving, growing and challenging myself, i get complacent and lazy...just doing enough to get by...and really that ain't healthy....so yeah. It's getting better, I'm doing interviews and hopefully something will pan out, and giving me a new focus and a new direction to grow in.
So being at home is a lot quieter on the social front, then being in Windsor. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I guess, like most things, it's a little bit of both. It's bad in that i miss my friends, and being a part of their lives and being able to be there if they need me. But It's good in that, i was lossing my focus, and i need a chance to recharge, put things in perspective and rediscover the person that i've become. I've changed over the past year, and i'm not as sure of who i am as i once was. I think when i re introduce myself to ...myself, i'll know what i'm supposed to do and where to go.
But I miss Windsor, and all the crazyness it entails....So i want gossip, details and accounts of what's going on...come on...you know you wanna....i won't tell....promise (seriously)!
So being at home is a lot quieter on the social front, then being in Windsor. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I guess, like most things, it's a little bit of both. It's bad in that i miss my friends, and being a part of their lives and being able to be there if they need me. But It's good in that, i was lossing my focus, and i need a chance to recharge, put things in perspective and rediscover the person that i've become. I've changed over the past year, and i'm not as sure of who i am as i once was. I think when i re introduce myself to ...myself, i'll know what i'm supposed to do and where to go.
But I miss Windsor, and all the crazyness it entails....So i want gossip, details and accounts of what's going on...come on...you know you wanna....i won't tell....promise (seriously)!
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
well ... over the past week...I've been refering to April 25th as D-Day... It's the day that I move out of residence...and it was when i had to know what I was doing and where I was moving too. Well, I'll be moving back to OAkville...for awhile at least. the plan is for Kennis and me to get an apartment in Toronto, while she's going to U of T and me doing this Post graduate thing at Humber for Fundraising and volunteer management. It'll be a year with an internship...I'm actually really looking forward to it. the only down side is leaving all my friends down here. Well they will just have to come visit... Cause we have a play to put on.
Thursday, April 01, 2004
so quiz time...
this one's funny...or sad...you decide
Power Rangers Movie!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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this one's eriely accurate...
You enter the door .You see the higher being and
listen to what it says to you:
I have already been waiting for you.You ask
yourself why, dont you? Let me explain:
You should know that I am not the highest being I
am just one of the nine servants. And I am
sent to make you think about something but I am
not here to answer your questions. I can not
tell you too much but I will come again. So
listen what I have to say!
I am the higher being of confusion. I shall tell
you that you are stuck somewhere. There are
ways and you dont know which to take. And you
dont go on. But let me tell you its more worse
to do nothing than to make a mistake .From
mistakes you learn and make it better next time
but if you stop going on you stop to live and
this is a place between life and death.
and this one too...
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
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let me know what movie you'd be in....
erin
Dont start to feel comfort at this place. There is
somebody fighting for you, if you open your
eyes you will recognize it!
Thus spoke the higher being of decision and now
wake up! If you want the higher beings to come
again please rate this quiz. It will may take
some time but I have to work hard. Messages are
also welcome!
~Visit the higher being in one of your dreams and listen what he says to you !!!WITH PICS!~
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this one's funny...or sad...you decide
Power Rangers Movie!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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this one's eriely accurate...
You enter the door .You see the higher being and
listen to what it says to you:
I have already been waiting for you.You ask
yourself why, dont you? Let me explain:
You should know that I am not the highest being I
am just one of the nine servants. And I am
sent to make you think about something but I am
not here to answer your questions. I can not
tell you too much but I will come again. So
listen what I have to say!
I am the higher being of confusion. I shall tell
you that you are stuck somewhere. There are
ways and you dont know which to take. And you
dont go on. But let me tell you its more worse
to do nothing than to make a mistake .From
mistakes you learn and make it better next time
but if you stop going on you stop to live and
this is a place between life and death.
and this one too...
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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let me know what movie you'd be in....
erin
Dont start to feel comfort at this place. There is
somebody fighting for you, if you open your
eyes you will recognize it!
Thus spoke the higher being of decision and now
wake up! If you want the higher beings to come
again please rate this quiz. It will may take
some time but I have to work hard. Messages are
also welcome!
~Visit the higher being in one of your dreams and listen what he says to you !!!WITH PICS!~
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
wow i haven't updated by for awhile.
man, sometimes i think we've come so far, and then something happens that makes me realize that we're never going to escape high school, or the damn antics that goes along with it. I have such high hopes that we finally become adults, that we can make rational decisions, that we can make decisions based not on personal feeling, or at least recognize that feeling and acknowledge...or to at least listen to arguements presented and not be so set on a course to ignore anything else. To many people have private agendas that they won't set aside. It annoys me and frustrates that no matter how much you can educate someone and expect them to act as an adult...and then they pull this high school bull shit...and they were reminded and asked to be an adult. will it ever stop, or am i doomed?
man, sometimes i think we've come so far, and then something happens that makes me realize that we're never going to escape high school, or the damn antics that goes along with it. I have such high hopes that we finally become adults, that we can make rational decisions, that we can make decisions based not on personal feeling, or at least recognize that feeling and acknowledge...or to at least listen to arguements presented and not be so set on a course to ignore anything else. To many people have private agendas that they won't set aside. It annoys me and frustrates that no matter how much you can educate someone and expect them to act as an adult...and then they pull this high school bull shit...and they were reminded and asked to be an adult. will it ever stop, or am i doomed?
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
HAPPY ST. PATTY'S!!!!!!
Wow i haven't updated in awhile. Well i don't know what to say...I hope everyone goes out and vote...and i'll findout tonight or tomorow. the suspense...nooooo... anyways, it's been a weird week...very uncertain and hard to get stuff accomplished in....and also there are a lot of things coming to ahead that've been building up since feburary. so yeah...
Saw Hidalgo on Monday with Lynz and Patty O. It was entertaining and good times for all. Also had red lobster for the first time....definitely will be going there again.....
that's all for now.... i'll post results when i know
Wow i haven't updated in awhile. Well i don't know what to say...I hope everyone goes out and vote...and i'll findout tonight or tomorow. the suspense...nooooo... anyways, it's been a weird week...very uncertain and hard to get stuff accomplished in....and also there are a lot of things coming to ahead that've been building up since feburary. so yeah...
Saw Hidalgo on Monday with Lynz and Patty O. It was entertaining and good times for all. Also had red lobster for the first time....definitely will be going there again.....
that's all for now.... i'll post results when i know
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Woo hoo!!!
I' ve made my modern character.... I'm soooooo Excited!!! Even though it seems to be my mission to make Patrick work hard. meh some one has to. I'm very excited, cause Fiona, my modern character is smarter and prettier then Theodora, my other character. it'll be cool.
And my other creative venture of the day was finalizing my campaign strategy. I'm calling it "Join the Rainbow". Think skittles, and muppets and other things. What i want to do is to help empower students and get them to opt-in to school and also to celebrate the many different people that make up the "rainbow" that is our campus. well yup. What i'm going to need help is making and putting up posters, and making flyers to hand out. I also need a scrutineer. A scrutineer is my representative at the counting, making sure things are above board. counting happens after polls close on the 17th. VOTE FOR ME!!!!
thanks
I' ve made my modern character.... I'm soooooo Excited!!! Even though it seems to be my mission to make Patrick work hard. meh some one has to. I'm very excited, cause Fiona, my modern character is smarter and prettier then Theodora, my other character. it'll be cool.
And my other creative venture of the day was finalizing my campaign strategy. I'm calling it "Join the Rainbow". Think skittles, and muppets and other things. What i want to do is to help empower students and get them to opt-in to school and also to celebrate the many different people that make up the "rainbow" that is our campus. well yup. What i'm going to need help is making and putting up posters, and making flyers to hand out. I also need a scrutineer. A scrutineer is my representative at the counting, making sure things are above board. counting happens after polls close on the 17th. VOTE FOR ME!!!!
thanks
Monday, March 01, 2004
Wow i wonder why i'm so tired today.... couldn't have anything to do with the elmos last night...at all .... not a bit... well maybe
last night was a blast....everyone looked great...well maybe not lawerence, but everyone else....it was a night of stars.... Henri was there .. along with child and Mackenzie..... it was fun.
So yeah.... ELECTIONS... Just to let those of you who don't know, i'm running for the VP administration for the UWSA. IF i get it, i'll be staying in Windsor for another year, and getting paid....and i'd have a nifty office...
so yeah VOTE ....
and heck the school year is almost done.....it'll soon be over
"Embrace the Freak that you are" - Pink
last night was a blast....everyone looked great...well maybe not lawerence, but everyone else....it was a night of stars.... Henri was there .. along with child and Mackenzie..... it was fun.
So yeah.... ELECTIONS... Just to let those of you who don't know, i'm running for the VP administration for the UWSA. IF i get it, i'll be staying in Windsor for another year, and getting paid....and i'd have a nifty office...
so yeah VOTE ....
and heck the school year is almost done.....it'll soon be over
"Embrace the Freak that you are" - Pink
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
what can i say...i'm bored and addicted...
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels
dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining
ones wearing white and the idea that they have
wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are
the ones that many people think are dead loved
ones who try to protect the living friends or
family they have on Earth. They usually had
blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless
appearance and sweet dispositions. They were
cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind.
Angels are the one mystical creature that a
majority of people truly believe in. Encounters
with angels are poping up all over the world
and reassuring people's beliefs in angels.
(please rate)
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Earth
The Force of Nature Quiz
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Peaceful Angel
Please rate this quiz I worked really hard on the
pics and everything thanks and I hope that you
have had fun
NEW!! Which Angel are you?(pics for anyone/14 outcomes!!)
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Youre a wise Elf! Elves are fair and beautiful and
yet very wise. They are immortal but can dye
from a broken heart or die in a war. Elves are
respected and love peace and tranquility.
What Magical Creature are You?
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Fulfilling Duty. Whether this is based on what
society has taught you or your own sense of
right and wrong, you have a strong sense of
duty that you need to fulfill in order to feel
right about yourself. This doesn't necessarily
mean you're driven by guilt, though. It could
just as easily be the tickle of pleasure you
get from doing the right thing. ^_^ You just
have to be careful not to forget that other
things are also important sometimes, like
looking after yourself. Please rate my test, if
you liked it.
How do you seek fulfillment in life? (for girls) [with pics I found]
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You are the snow fairy. She who is of beauty, and
proud of it. She who also looks for beauty, and
knows where to find it. Beware, of what is
ahead of you, some people like to take
advantage of this trait. That is never good.
You can see beauty in things that others can
not, keep it up.please rate this quiz 5 or
else...(just kidding :D)
**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) !**improved**!
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i got on a roll....
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels
dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining
ones wearing white and the idea that they have
wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are
the ones that many people think are dead loved
ones who try to protect the living friends or
family they have on Earth. They usually had
blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless
appearance and sweet dispositions. They were
cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind.
Angels are the one mystical creature that a
majority of people truly believe in. Encounters
with angels are poping up all over the world
and reassuring people's beliefs in angels.
(please rate)
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Earth
The Force of Nature Quiz
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Peaceful Angel
Please rate this quiz I worked really hard on the
pics and everything thanks and I hope that you
have had fun
NEW!! Which Angel are you?(pics for anyone/14 outcomes!!)
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Youre a wise Elf! Elves are fair and beautiful and
yet very wise. They are immortal but can dye
from a broken heart or die in a war. Elves are
respected and love peace and tranquility.
What Magical Creature are You?
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Fulfilling Duty. Whether this is based on what
society has taught you or your own sense of
right and wrong, you have a strong sense of
duty that you need to fulfill in order to feel
right about yourself. This doesn't necessarily
mean you're driven by guilt, though. It could
just as easily be the tickle of pleasure you
get from doing the right thing. ^_^ You just
have to be careful not to forget that other
things are also important sometimes, like
looking after yourself. Please rate my test, if
you liked it.
How do you seek fulfillment in life? (for girls) [with pics I found]
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You are the snow fairy. She who is of beauty, and
proud of it. She who also looks for beauty, and
knows where to find it. Beware, of what is
ahead of you, some people like to take
advantage of this trait. That is never good.
You can see beauty in things that others can
not, keep it up.please rate this quiz 5 or
else...(just kidding :D)
**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) !**improved**!
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i got on a roll....
Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The
Naive.
"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside
and though I haven't let myself shine to the
world, I'm good for something but too good to
give to you."
The Rose Bud is associated with innocence,
curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by
the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or
Puppy Love.
As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love
and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to
be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but
it's just because you like being a positive
person. You also may have high thoughts of
yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but
it's just a mask to hide your lack of
experience.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Monday, February 23, 2004
isn't it amazing how distracting quizzes are...
Athena
The Greek goddess of enlightenment. You have
brillance and reason and are skilled in the art
of battle and can defend yourself. However you
become frustrated with organisations and 'red
tape'
Which goddess of the Major arcana are you?
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Athena
The Greek goddess of enlightenment. You have
brillance and reason and are skilled in the art
of battle and can defend yourself. However you
become frustrated with organisations and 'red
tape'
Which goddess of the Major arcana are you?
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Sunday, February 22, 2004
WARNING: RANT FOLLOWING, READ AT OWN RISK
Why are families so complicated? why can't people tell people what they feel....why do they have to hide it, or not say and leave you to guess. I hate conflict...really avoid it when i can. It sometimes gets me into trouble, and it generally leads to me leaving things to fester....it's a major fault of mine i know.... So even though I know it will get resolved or everyone will feel better at the end, I can't really call someone out on things.....I might just be a dysfunctional alpha type person....like a dysfunctional gifted child.
It Just really bugs me and brings me down, and hurts when people I care about, and care what they think about, don't see all that i accomplish or they see it as secondary to what they view as important. Now i admit that things that are important to me aren't what's important to everyone. That's the way it should be. But, with that we have to acknowledge that what each one of us holds important is important, and equally valid. We have to respect that.
something else that's bugging me, is the guilt trips. not the teasing dog whimpering frequently taking place at lotto house, but the ones for making me feel bad for making a decision about attending graduation, or not. IF it's hurt you, tell me, but don't start treating me like i'm an ungrateful child and giving me the cold shoulder. IT hurts especially when I should be and need to be making my own decisions as an adult. If you told me why it was important to you, or if we could sit down and talk about it, i would reconsider any decision i make. However, going this route, doesn't make either of us look like adults and really when i do give in, i end up resenting it and this whole incident and yeah...
I'm planning to head back to Windsor on thursday morning...
Later days.....very much looking forward to the Elmos
Why are families so complicated? why can't people tell people what they feel....why do they have to hide it, or not say and leave you to guess. I hate conflict...really avoid it when i can. It sometimes gets me into trouble, and it generally leads to me leaving things to fester....it's a major fault of mine i know.... So even though I know it will get resolved or everyone will feel better at the end, I can't really call someone out on things.....I might just be a dysfunctional alpha type person....like a dysfunctional gifted child.
It Just really bugs me and brings me down, and hurts when people I care about, and care what they think about, don't see all that i accomplish or they see it as secondary to what they view as important. Now i admit that things that are important to me aren't what's important to everyone. That's the way it should be. But, with that we have to acknowledge that what each one of us holds important is important, and equally valid. We have to respect that.
something else that's bugging me, is the guilt trips. not the teasing dog whimpering frequently taking place at lotto house, but the ones for making me feel bad for making a decision about attending graduation, or not. IF it's hurt you, tell me, but don't start treating me like i'm an ungrateful child and giving me the cold shoulder. IT hurts especially when I should be and need to be making my own decisions as an adult. If you told me why it was important to you, or if we could sit down and talk about it, i would reconsider any decision i make. However, going this route, doesn't make either of us look like adults and really when i do give in, i end up resenting it and this whole incident and yeah...
I'm planning to head back to Windsor on thursday morning...
Later days.....very much looking forward to the Elmos
Thursday, February 19, 2004
So i was watching a makeover story today. It had to girls in new york getting make overs at Henri Bendel's. One of the accesories that the girls got was a riding crop...with a handle covered in pink rhinstones. Which reminded me of an on going conversation i have with Melissa ( not to be confused with Weaver, but best friend melissa). She keeps asserting that I am a closet dominatrix. Yup little sweet me. Does that shock you? doesn't it just make you wanna go "oooohhhhh"? Some people aren't shocked by this statement, and some people are. Strangely enough, it's the people who know me well who aren't shocked by this statement. Friends hear that Melissa thinks I'm a closet dominatrix, and they agree.
I wouldn't really have a problem with this, except no ones been able to explain to me HOW i'm a closet dominatrix? really it's annoying.....everytime i ask they go they can't explain it, i just am....apparently. So please someone explain please, if you agree, or reassure me that melissa's wrong? please pretty please...with a cherry on top...
meanwhile, i'm going to figure out how to make a rhinestone handle for a riding crop...weaver talked me into buying it for a halloween costume....HONEST....stop laughing...please stop shaking your head and smirking....don't make me punish you... ;)
I wouldn't really have a problem with this, except no ones been able to explain to me HOW i'm a closet dominatrix? really it's annoying.....everytime i ask they go they can't explain it, i just am....apparently. So please someone explain please, if you agree, or reassure me that melissa's wrong? please pretty please...with a cherry on top...
meanwhile, i'm going to figure out how to make a rhinestone handle for a riding crop...weaver talked me into buying it for a halloween costume....HONEST....stop laughing...please stop shaking your head and smirking....don't make me punish you... ;)
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Wow you are Simba Wow you are going to grow up to
be a king! Sadly your dad died when you were
young and you ended up getting raised by a pig
and rat. However you are always looking for an
adventurous way out of every thing. Doesnt care
whether to lead or follow only if you have fun.
Always looking for the easy way out.Brave and
kind always a friend to the end.
What character are you from the Lion King?
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Tuesday, February 17, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SARAH!!!!!!!!
and here's your birthday quote:
"I am all that I claimed, I just haven't claimed all that I am" - Mercedes Lackey
Anyways what's happening in my life...well it's a countdown till reading week...seriously, It's that time of year, and i need a break. Some good news is that I got a letter from my Best friend Melissa, that totally made my week. She's living pretty far away in Saskatchewan, in a little hick town. I'm happy to report that she's doing really well, and that she's getting her shit together. He he he i swore... Reading her letter has made me realize how much has happened in my life since i last talked to her.....really...it's going to be a long letter back to her. oh well....Later days, i'm off to meeting and maybe some Cake....Hopefully
and here's your birthday quote:
"I am all that I claimed, I just haven't claimed all that I am" - Mercedes Lackey
Anyways what's happening in my life...well it's a countdown till reading week...seriously, It's that time of year, and i need a break. Some good news is that I got a letter from my Best friend Melissa, that totally made my week. She's living pretty far away in Saskatchewan, in a little hick town. I'm happy to report that she's doing really well, and that she's getting her shit together. He he he i swore... Reading her letter has made me realize how much has happened in my life since i last talked to her.....really...it's going to be a long letter back to her. oh well....Later days, i'm off to meeting and maybe some Cake....Hopefully
Sunday, February 15, 2004
Sadness today...Angel Has been cancelled. Yup the oddessy that has been buffy and angel in weekly installments ihas come to an end....This is really sad for me, cause I remember when i saw that first episode of buffy, back in grade 10, and how it entertained me and made me cry and more. It was one of the best shows on television....with some of the best lines. But have no fear...they're have been talks of TV movies, and probably films too...and plus....7 seasons of buffy and 5 seasons of Angel to come out on DVD....
Quote of the Day:
"I used to be a highly respected watcher. Now, I'm a wounded dwarf with the mystical strength of a doily"
-Giles (Chosen)
Quote of the Day:
"I used to be a highly respected watcher. Now, I'm a wounded dwarf with the mystical strength of a doily"
-Giles (Chosen)
so yeah...in the aftermath of yesterday's anti-valentine's party are my crunchy hair....and the dynamic duo of game wininess didn't happen last night. Sadly Lynzy and I (and Ashley) didn't win 7 deadly sins last night....quite a shocker to some....but we were a little tipsy so maybe that has something to do with it... well that story works...
So yeah, about Valentine's day.... how inclusive is it, really? And really what does it entail? really that you must shower your significant other with lots of gifts in order to prove your love. What's up with that? First, if you can only believe someone loves you because they're giving you stuff, then that's really sad. Second.... the showing to someone that you love them should happen all year, everyday, not just on valentine's day. I don't know about you, but just hearing someone tell me that they love me, means more then any gift they could give me....maybe i'm just crazy. yup, crazy.....LIKE A FOX!!!!
Anyways, I hate February. It's the worst month... People are always playing power games, plotting against other people.... mostly making life difficult and stuff....February is where the drama happens, at least in my life....and it's not good drama....this is where the shit happens... usually. This is when I have to watch my Back around people I need to trust to work with them, and worry, not only about if they're doing their jobs, but also what they're saying about each other, and to how and what clicques are happening, or what rumours are going on...... and these things are never positive....never...... Cause really a rumour about someone doing something amazing isn't as juicy as someone not doing their job..... It brings such a darg on everyone, and gets me a little depressed about the state of things.... That what has become inportant and newsworthy are the negative things, what people did wrong, what their mistakes were, what they didn't do what they're faults were. The positive things people do aren't giving even half the attention. So we reward bad behaviour, and ignore good behaviour and positive contributions as something as a matter of course...
sorry about the rant, needed to get that off my chest and verbalize it (kind of).
On a positive note, I'm trying to figure out if i want to stick with running for President of the UWSA or to Switch over to Vice President Administration. It might fit my qualifications better, and i'd be able to hit it running, instead of playing catch up as President. And President's deal with a lot of politics and nitpicky stuff....a lot of stupid stuff.....trust me, i know. I don't know if i'm ready to deal with that on a bigger scale...and if the goals i want to achieve aren't more suitted to Vp administration....And i already have a lot of the connections for it....himmm something to ponder...
anyways, later days
So yeah, about Valentine's day.... how inclusive is it, really? And really what does it entail? really that you must shower your significant other with lots of gifts in order to prove your love. What's up with that? First, if you can only believe someone loves you because they're giving you stuff, then that's really sad. Second.... the showing to someone that you love them should happen all year, everyday, not just on valentine's day. I don't know about you, but just hearing someone tell me that they love me, means more then any gift they could give me....maybe i'm just crazy. yup, crazy.....LIKE A FOX!!!!
Anyways, I hate February. It's the worst month... People are always playing power games, plotting against other people.... mostly making life difficult and stuff....February is where the drama happens, at least in my life....and it's not good drama....this is where the shit happens... usually. This is when I have to watch my Back around people I need to trust to work with them, and worry, not only about if they're doing their jobs, but also what they're saying about each other, and to how and what clicques are happening, or what rumours are going on...... and these things are never positive....never...... Cause really a rumour about someone doing something amazing isn't as juicy as someone not doing their job..... It brings such a darg on everyone, and gets me a little depressed about the state of things.... That what has become inportant and newsworthy are the negative things, what people did wrong, what their mistakes were, what they didn't do what they're faults were. The positive things people do aren't giving even half the attention. So we reward bad behaviour, and ignore good behaviour and positive contributions as something as a matter of course...
sorry about the rant, needed to get that off my chest and verbalize it (kind of).
On a positive note, I'm trying to figure out if i want to stick with running for President of the UWSA or to Switch over to Vice President Administration. It might fit my qualifications better, and i'd be able to hit it running, instead of playing catch up as President. And President's deal with a lot of politics and nitpicky stuff....a lot of stupid stuff.....trust me, i know. I don't know if i'm ready to deal with that on a bigger scale...and if the goals i want to achieve aren't more suitted to Vp administration....And i already have a lot of the connections for it....himmm something to ponder...
anyways, later days
Friday, February 13, 2004
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
a few friends put up some quizzes....well they were good but i don't think they beat this one
The New Girl in Town
While the rest of the town is swapping lovers, backstabbing friends, and selling family out, The New Girl in Town is one of the few characters with any real heart — or integrity. Somehow The New Girl makes it through all the episodes untarnished, with her sterling reputation and optimism intact.
While you may not have just fallen off the turnip truck like The New Girl in Town, you probably share a certain sunny disposition with her, looking on the bright side of things, and giving people the benefit of the doubt. And because of your outlook, people are probably irresistibly attracted to you.
If your half-stepbrother were accused of stealing a secret formula, you'd probably be first to run to his defense — trying to uncover clues that point to the true culprit. When they free him on all charges and arrest the right man, people probably won't even start nasty rumors about the coincidence that you started dating the Chief of Police around the same time that your bro was first arrested.
So enjoy your popularity as The New Girl in Town. Just watch your back for those folks who don't have such kind intentions or you might find yourself careening off a cliff or getting framed for someone else's transgressions. That's the only way anyone could get a New Girl in Town like you down.
HAVE FUN!!!!!!!
The New Girl in Town
While the rest of the town is swapping lovers, backstabbing friends, and selling family out, The New Girl in Town is one of the few characters with any real heart — or integrity. Somehow The New Girl makes it through all the episodes untarnished, with her sterling reputation and optimism intact.
While you may not have just fallen off the turnip truck like The New Girl in Town, you probably share a certain sunny disposition with her, looking on the bright side of things, and giving people the benefit of the doubt. And because of your outlook, people are probably irresistibly attracted to you.
If your half-stepbrother were accused of stealing a secret formula, you'd probably be first to run to his defense — trying to uncover clues that point to the true culprit. When they free him on all charges and arrest the right man, people probably won't even start nasty rumors about the coincidence that you started dating the Chief of Police around the same time that your bro was first arrested.
So enjoy your popularity as The New Girl in Town. Just watch your back for those folks who don't have such kind intentions or you might find yourself careening off a cliff or getting framed for someone else's transgressions. That's the only way anyone could get a New Girl in Town like you down.
HAVE FUN!!!!!!!
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